George back with a light hearted message
George here, this is going to be a more raw experience. Dom is going through a lot of shedding, and rebuilding. This is my message for her and the collective. Hi baby girl! We love you. I know personally that you’re moving through the dark phases of your shadow work.
I want to shed a light. So here we go, you’re feeling turbulent because you are moving through old abandonment wounds and self sabotage. Often go these things go together. It steams from your childhood trauma. It comes from people not understanding, or you weren’t not taken seriously, also there were people taking your voice without knowing it was a problem, out of control or trying to help you by speeding up your experience, because you didn’t fit the normal way of speaking fast and clearly.
It was a learning experience for everyone. Now you’ve outgrown the old version of yourself, the one that was a special ed kid, who had so much trouble finding the words, and socializing. No one tells you how hard it is really as an adult to make new friends when you’re considered even average.
Take it from me, I know baby girl. I had health issues, and it was hard for me to make friends when I was healthy, and younger at boarding school, but it’s a lifestyle choice my parents made. I had to move through that choice that I didn’t make. It’s time now for you to make connections in person, even if it’s painful. We are supportive and love you. Yes right now you’re in the weeds of shadow work, when you come out of it, you can make an effort to make new friends.